Where's The Fear?

I'm lacking The Fear. I'm sure it will come, but so far I haven't been able to get on top of things.

My plan has been to do all the reading and outlines before the bar review lectures start on 3 December, but I am WAY behind. Here's where I am:

Outlines completed: Evidence, wills, agency, community property, crim pro, partnerships

Reading done: PR, corps

Not even touched: civ pro, con law, trusts, remedies, real property, contracts, torts, remedies, sales, criminal

The logic was to start with the subjects that are completely unfamiliar to me, so evidence, wills and CP, and leave the 'easier' stuff until later, being things like contracts and torts which are basically exactly the same here and in CA so, in theory at least, it would take me less time to get to grips with them.

Now, obviously I am not going to get through all this material in three weekends, so I must get more done during the week, but somehow this is just not happening. It may be the case that I would only do the reading and not the outlining, but then at some point I WILL have to do the outlining... bah.

This is somewhat unfamiliar to me, as I have always been so efficient with my studying, but various stresses with stupid boys and work have somehow derailed me this time... watch this space!